Centering in the Divine

Meditating in the Florida sunshine, beams of gossamer gentle move through my forehead, massaging my third eye as I take in a relaxed breath.  Exhaling, transmissions of an ever-upgrading light code matrix spiral down my multi-dimensional body, grounding into the central core of the planet.  Feeling still serenity, I breath up a tender appreciation through my heart, as flashes of birds, rolling waves, whispy clouds shoot warmth down my extremities and the feeling climbs back through me out into the center of the sun itself, as I begin to further open myself as a singularity of service.

Time synchronicity sequences have seemingly aligned me to a force felt within so strong, I feel I can now see how I've been incredibly distracted by peripheral light sources which I thought were going to fill my genetic longing.  The force I speak of is my Center that lies within the stillness of my opening heart.  It is the branch of the Creator's tree that makes up the conduit for which my energetic and physical axis spins.

In previous times, it has taken me many hours of meditation, ceremony or other focused practice to end up at the center.  Feeling as though a stubborn ego and resistance to that which is purest led me to exhausting all possible routes.  After chaotic dispersion, I would finally give up on what I was desiring to manifest, letting go entirely, laying down in surrender and then ironically realizing I had been in the Center all a long, connected to God in every moment, at the whim of my own disillusioned self-will.  Frustration would arise, feeling as though I had to go through the emotional disparity of losing hope to regain it whenever I wanted to achieve something with profound meaning for myself.

Practice, prayer, and a ceaseless commitment to healing has begun to shift the poles within me. As I Am the Earth and we share the same heart, her inner and outer changes are my own.  In the places I have experienced the greatest pain do I find an emotional release and the greatest love potential.  In overcoming my resistances do I find my greatest power, discipline and focus.  In moving towards my challenges and negative reverberations, I find resolution to long-held karmic patterns in which I Am ready to let go.

In symbiotic solar system sychro-I Am-ionization, as the Sun aligns with Galactic Center, the Galactic Center receives direct transmissions from Creation Source and the Earth awakens to its sentience in the cradled hands of God, I too become secure, traveling in the unravelling mystery of mysteries.  I too align with the trinities within trinities, bridging my physical form with my I Am oversoul above the illusion of dense duality.  The merger of sprit and matter achieve sacred union in the relationships of nature and the modern world's dance, while my inner disposition finds a profound peace until now unknown to itself.

Ah, this is what my yearning heart has desired for millennia, to start at my inner Center, to align first and foremost with the Creation Source and from there have all my thoughts, actions and manifestations be drawn from and back into.  That I may reach and continually stretch for the highest purest form of Ineffable Light and fully surrender to the blessings reciprocated for my efforts.  In an indelible focus towards Ascension, I have begun to become my Higher-Self.  I have begun to unify my inner masculine and feminine, High Priest and Priestess, God and Goddess.  Acting in the natural essence of time, aligning with the intentional energy of creation, I find the most sacred path to impregnate the beautiful landscape of life with my Angelic visions, birthing them manifest in the physical.

The opportunity for Oneness is amongst Us, however, we still must make the choice to move towards it in every moment, remembering to move back directly to it in moments of distraction, ungroundedness and the purging of fear as our default mechanism.  With humble gratitude and righteous rejoice for a long awaited Reunion with myself and the energies of Creation pulsing through me in every moment, I offer others my words, energetic exchange and excitement.  May you awaken to your own I Am divinity, and may our collective acknowledgment of each other's Godliness fuel the creative coals of a coiling train to the Center-most Cosmic Lovedom. May you be well in stillness and faithful in the action of the Highest Light.

And so it is...

Flight of the Eagle ~ A Dreamer’s Journey through the Heart of Consciousness

Deep asleep, the curtains of the dreamscape opened.  There I am walking and talking with my friend Dawn, along a shore-side park by an expansive lake in a mountainous setting.  Devyn, Dawn’s teenage daughter, was with us too, playing in her own imaginative wonderland. Her laughter echoed our way, reeling in our awareness. Devyn was now not playing alone, but was accompanied by an enormous Bald Eagle. The Eagle joined Devyn’s playful energy, poking about and hoping up and down around her.  Whoa...

The Eagle and Devyn shared an infectious comfort-ability.  Engaged in a strange game of tag, they pursued each other. The Eagle would gently peck Devyn and comically flap its wings to create a big breeze, almost blowing her over.  This went on for sometime as Dawn and I watched in amazement.

A stillness set in between them and the Eagle approached.  The majestic bird bowed its head, and Devyn responded by mounting the back of the Eagle and embracing it in a Loving hug. Then, right before our wide-eyes, they took flight over the lake.  Excited cheers cascaded from the sky, raining down the feeling of liberation onto us.  The epic Eagle swooped down, skimmed the water’s surface and blasted into the sky, through the clouds and into the rays of the Sun.

As a new set of clouds moved in, the Eagle safely returned with Devyn.  Devyn hugged the Eagle once more, dismounting and spinning in circles with glee.  The Eagle watched Devyn and immediately peered directly into our hearts, silently assuring us that the path to flight is through the heart of a child.  The infinite potential of innocence made manifest as gentle adventurousness, delicate strength and alert appreciation.  The dancing balance of masculine and feminine forces, playing with one another in complete honesty. In that moment, I opened my heart to feel this truth, the Single Truth.  In this space an earnest child-like thought took form, humbly stating... “Hey, I want to fly on the Eagle.”

In a quantum-leap, the dream shifted and I found myself seated securely on the back of the Eagle, soaring  in the sky.  I looked down below, taking in a deep breath and letting go of the illusion of limitation.  We flew as One into the heights, climbing altitude into wispy levels of atmosphere.  In these upper levels, from this perspective, bliss is allowed to express itself.  Here, freedom is the domain of the free.  Funny, I look back now, how our atmosphere relates to where we are at-most-fear.

Feelings of nervousness and uneasiness at times arose in these heights, but were quickly dissolved by the liberation and confidence I felt.  For, I had full confidence in the Eagle, made certain by the Eagle’s confidence in itself.  A wave of energy swept over us, now reversing  direction into a rapid decent towards the Earth.  We dove fast, strong, poised.  As we got closer to the Earth, I felt pressure building within myself, but the Eagle, steadfast and determined, flew straight down unflinching.  The ground approacheth, closer and closer, and at a single centimeter before impact....whoosh, a perfect size portal opened up for us to comfortably continue our descent. 

At first I was surrounded by just rock, dense layers of sediment, but soon, as we continued on, a new vision arose.  I began to see an immense landscape, which I could only relate to as the Lower-Self, the realms of the unconscious.  Shifty magma, streams of plasma and liquid metal merged, collided and exploded in fractal-archetype soup.  The seemingly viscous chaos molded into expression-filled faces, skeletal systems, modern buildings and highways of prayers, fantasies and fears.  Collective consciousness in constant flux, awaiting further recognition of itself.  A massive mandala made up of a disarray of organically-organized in-genuity, all pulsating around a center point, which was our direct destination.  During this descent through the underworld the Eagle’s focus held unwaveringly towards the center, and unlike myself, distracted not by the busy surroundings.  Here, we approached another seeming breaking point, now moving further into the darkness of the center ...

Entrenched in utter darkness my faith began to shake, the foundation, though, holding stable by the Eagle’s persistence.  And then, without fail, we approached the Light.  This time, passing through a veil of shimmery Light Substance, we entered what seemed to be the palaces of inner Earth, the depths of our wildest imagination.  Here we were surrounded by grand kingdoms and crystalline cities woven of Light-grid tapestries, inhabited by millions of beings who appeared to be diligently celebrating, working and creating.  I saw galactic gardening, synchronicity sharing systems and elemental education exchange.  I felt an incredible sensation of Love sweep through me, feeling deeply connected to this place, its inhabitants and its sense of eternal joyous service. 

Still, though, we flew ceaselessly to the center of this crystal kingdom. It appeared as though we were approaching the power Source of this miraculous mystery, a conscious-breathing spherical Love-Hub of Limitless Light. The Eagle and I began to journey through this blindingly bright Star-like space into its own central core, a central-point paradoxically dark.  It was then, as the Eagle and I began to pierce the membrane of this veil, the event horizon where the Light met the Dark, the very place where Thing holds No-thing in an eternal-kiss of rapture, that I completely surrendered and let go...

And in this moment, I was now alone. The Eagle having completed its mission, disappeared as so too did the memory of it all.  I was now pure consciousness floating in endless space.  I was it, it was me....and in the very moment I realized I am I, another quantum-leap brought me elsewhere. This time it was all very bright, it was morning time and I was awake lying in bed.  A being buffet of inexplicable feelings still fresh, my reflections marinated in the bands of light making their way through the blinds, merging me back with myself for the dawn of a new day.